PART ONE: I can hardly believe I have not posted since April...

Wow, so the last few months have been very involved.  At times I was sick and tired, and unable to leave the house (while on certain meds), while others I was okay-though not great.  What a process!

I really don't want to hash out all the stuff that has gone on.  There has been way too much to post, and frankly, this kinda wipes me out.  :) So I am going to ramble on about what is going on now, and if anything that has happened comes up, then I will add it.

I don't want to talk about how I am doing right now, though if you ask and really want to know, I will be happy to tell you.  I just don't want to write about it.  I will say that my stamina has improved, and the body pain has gone down some to where it is tolerable and doesn't consume my every moment.  Not that it has gone away, but that I can better ignore it.

I want to stop going to the doctor and taking so many meds, very badly.  I am so ready to move on with my life.  Kinda like labor, I guess.  Yeah, I think so.  I think then I am going to push really hard right now.  It's my birthday month, and I intend to grab a hold of what God has for me, with all my getting.  :)

So I think I will talk about my intentions.  Yep.  That is what I am going to do.

I fully intend to walk out the truth of who God is and His promises to me.  His promises to me include:

He will bless the work of my hands.
He intends for me to walk in health and wholeness, in life and abundance.
He loves me thoroughly, truly and beautifully.
He thinks highly of me.
I am made in His image (and guess what, He ain't sick!)
He has a plan and a purpose for my life.
When I wait on Him, He renews my strength.
His heart toward me is good.
He will restore the years the locust has stolen.
I know He has spoken to me that His plan for me is on a large scale.  I fully believe this and will have a large scale benefits and blessings to those I come in contact with.  I think that is great redemption for what the enemy has tried to steal.  SUCKER!!  WRONG GIRL!!!!  Payback shall be FIERCE. YAY!
Once I overcome this entirely, I WILL NEVER CARRY ILLNESS LIKE THIS AGAIN, EVER!
He told me something special... "The longer you stand and contend in this, the larger your platform."  YAHOO!  I have been fighting for so long.  I have been learning boundaries too.  I believe that when all is said and done, I will have proper boundaries and guidelines with my time and energy levels.  Shoot, speaking of, I cannot finish this now... so it will become part 1.  I need to go to bed.  So I am off.  Thanks for reading.  :)